Grrrrr

Sometimes i wanna just strangle him.....ugh

Tijuana

Wrapped a pretty boring and relaxing day with some GREAT friends! Juan, Jamie, Erika and friend at Tijuana Taxi where i picked up this FABuLESS plastic cup.

See.....the difference between this cup and the green ones from Flanigans is that this one is like a rollercoaster ride. "i survived"........like a Mexican Roller coaster. It has energy behind it. That big ol' Flanigans cup is just park bench green and to tall! Needless to say at the end of my stay at the restaurant there were like 4 off the wall hotties!!!! YUM! Love going to to hollywood! lol
Finished my 2nd to last Lego Architecture collection building today. (see pic for full collection)
Off to lay on the couch and hopefully pass out! Been insomniac the past week or so which is odd.....i'd always slept like a rock. Maybe its the stress/depression from being unemployed? We'll see.
Night Night

~me

How can we

This just flew into my mind

So snap me out of it You have the power to How Be a boyfriend. Even if were not. Grab me and kiss me. Hug me. Anything. Something. Ok I'll try bit don't bite me  Make me happy I try lol Lli don't think you do Yea I try I'm not so good at it tho But that's it. I want you to try harder. Put more into it. I feel like I get no attention(or at least that's what my head tells me and I believe it) I have a lot of feelings and emotions I'm battling. N I don't wanna be. Anyhow. Just forget about me. I'll survive Wise words from a friend: When ur feeling disgusted and dissatisfied, if the one person above all can't even give u a little comfort, then it's time to realize that he might not offer the fulfillment that u need... Because u won't become immune to his actions or ur feelings, if u can't do it, u just can't do it. ... I don't Wang that to be you I don't want it to b either

GRRRRRR

I'M SO FUCKING OVER IT ALL!

Today will be different

Today will be different. It's time to start practicing what i preach to friends and make the changes in my life that will better me and get me back on track.

He's hating the fact that I'm up I can feel it. His anxiousness