3:00am

And all I'm asking for is for you to for once show some emotion with me. Trust me. It'll do you good

Saturn At Night

It’s a wonderful image of the planet Saturn, shot in 2006 by the Cassini spacecraft as it passed through Saturn’s shadow in orbit around the planet. If you want to get into real detail, you can find a very large version (more in a minute on why you’ll want to) by clicking HERE.
(It’s gone viral on the web today. NASA made it its “Astronomy Picture of the Day” on Sept. 4, and it accidentally wound up on other sites as if it were new.)
What’s worth noting about this image? A few things:
–First, Saturn’s not all dark at night. It’s lit by sunlight reflected from its rings. The Earth, in a comparable picture, would be black, perhaps with lights from some of the larger cities. If you could stand on Saturn (it may not be possible; nobody knows what’s beneath those murky layers of ammonia and methane gas), the nights would be something to behold.
–Second, look how bright the rings are in this view, even when completely back-lit. Sunlight is bouncing among the pieces of ice that make up the rings.
Finally (and this is why you may want to go to the large version), do you see the tiny dotto the left of Saturn, just above the edge of its brightest rings? That’s us.

Total BBRT Douch

So some asshole that i've only met once ......YEARS (like 3 if not more) ago....decides to hit me up tonight online with an email subject of What's up asshole...outta nowhere......gotta read from the bottom up. Urbanstud is me obviously

RawJockPig
>wrote:

>lookin to get ur cunt stuffed again?

Urbanstud wrote:

>Lol. Well hello too

RawJockPig wrote:

>blah blah, text me ur address if u want a hot
>load
>up ur twat now
>954.547.5795

Urbanstud wrote:

>here with a friend, i'll pass

RawJockPig wrote:

u weren't that great last time anyway

Urbanstud wrote:
3.5 years ago.....some memory you got for someone your age.

Wouldn't share my talents to people with your kinda
attitude anyhow. have a good one

RawJockPig wrote:

and ur average looks and soft body don't help

Urbanstud wrote:

Lol. For a mature guy you sure are pushin it down pretty
low. Grow up some. And if ya dont like what you see keep
going. Some other poor soul in town will meet ya...... Tho
with your nasty personality You prolly dont get much. Im
not stoopin to you grade school mentality so dont email me
please

Grrrrr

Sometimes i wanna just strangle him.....ugh

Tijuana

Wrapped a pretty boring and relaxing day with some GREAT friends! Juan, Jamie, Erika and friend at Tijuana Taxi where i picked up this FABuLESS plastic cup.

See.....the difference between this cup and the green ones from Flanigans is that this one is like a rollercoaster ride. "i survived"........like a Mexican Roller coaster. It has energy behind it. That big ol' Flanigans cup is just park bench green and to tall! Needless to say at the end of my stay at the restaurant there were like 4 off the wall hotties!!!! YUM! Love going to to hollywood! lol
Finished my 2nd to last Lego Architecture collection building today. (see pic for full collection)
Off to lay on the couch and hopefully pass out! Been insomniac the past week or so which is odd.....i'd always slept like a rock. Maybe its the stress/depression from being unemployed? We'll see.
Night Night

~me

How can we

This just flew into my mind

So snap me out of it You have the power to How Be a boyfriend. Even if were not. Grab me and kiss me. Hug me. Anything. Something. Ok I'll try bit don't bite me  Make me happy I try lol Lli don't think you do Yea I try I'm not so good at it tho But that's it. I want you to try harder. Put more into it. I feel like I get no attention(or at least that's what my head tells me and I believe it) I have a lot of feelings and emotions I'm battling. N I don't wanna be. Anyhow. Just forget about me. I'll survive Wise words from a friend: When ur feeling disgusted and dissatisfied, if the one person above all can't even give u a little comfort, then it's time to realize that he might not offer the fulfillment that u need... Because u won't become immune to his actions or ur feelings, if u can't do it, u just can't do it. ... I don't Wang that to be you I don't want it to b either

GRRRRRR

I'M SO FUCKING OVER IT ALL!

Today will be different

Today will be different. It's time to start practicing what i preach to friends and make the changes in my life that will better me and get me back on track.

He's hating the fact that I'm up I can feel it. His anxiousness